My life sucks...

[Hostbot]

Hey guys, I have some shitty news, my iMac running 10.3 just broke down. My school loaned mac is being taken next week, which is why i'm talking to you guys on my iBook clamshell, this summer (thank jesus) I am getting a new macintosh, till then i'm stuck on OS 9! I used to run OS X on this clamshell, but sadly I hated how it was so fucking slow on it. So I downgraded. Till then I can voice record for any machinima but no can play halo. Good thing I can access mgm to tell everyone.
Yours truly,
Hostbot who changed his name to Hbot just so logging on is faster..

[Noodle]

Yay! Clamshell!

Well, at least you're in contact.

[Kiyoshi]

Hope you don't mind me borrowing your topic guys. Just had the same title as the one I was about to post.

Well, my parents took it upon themselves to abuse their parental control over me and are now kicking me out of my house, I will live with my loving grandmother who actually gives a damn about me, lucky me, she has a mac and I will return tomorrow....and I will take with me all that belongs to me, including the 360 and games I paid for myself, h3, and so on...weither or not I will be able to access Live is unknown, but I pray I will. If for some reason I never appear again (unlikely) Loki and Ghost will obtain control over Reverb. I haven't Graduated High school just yet, 2 days away, and will need to find a job to support myself and teach myself the things my parents never took the time to teach me. Funds, loans, house payments, bills. all of that, Wish me luck everyone, if I come back, Reverb will release a new video soon after my return. Thank you for your time.

Jonathon Nobuyuki Quail II

[crazyshroom]

Change topic to tell problems toopic or something like that

I have two C's which made my parents cut me off from AIM and well he rest of the internet which pretty much kills everything. These C's are impossible to getup to be unless some my projects are badass. In other things when I'm on the internet and my parents don't know it I am so busy because of Me trying to work on S.W.A.T. Mod and i am working on Montage as well as Trying to in KoR on Tremulous. Also i have baseball and swimming after Monday-Thursday and maybe Friday, giving me no time to do these things so i am busy and trouble. And i having trouble with my girlfriend such as not seeing her that much or talking to her that much, again which leads me to no time to complete my tasks. Also me having these C's at the end school year means no homework or internet over the summer WOOOOT!

[seabeast]

My life actually isn't too bad right now. O_o Almost straight As, I missed a few things in History so it's a B. >_> Anyway, that's pretty douchebaggish of your parents Kiyoshi.

Why does everyone's life suck?! >_< It's really depressing. I was having a good time until I read that depressing post.

[Modzy]

At first this topic was quite fail, but the change of it made it kinda cool.

[TaxiService]

Well, my parents took it upon themselves to abuse their parental control over me and are now kicking me out of my house, I will live with my loving grandmother who actually gives a damn about me, lucky me, she has a mac and I will return tomorrow....and I will take with me all that belongs to me, including the 360 and games I paid for myself, h3, and so on...weither or not I will be able to access Live is unknown, but I pray I will. If for some reason I never appear again (unlikely) Loki and Ghost will obtain control over Reverb. I haven't Graduated High school just yet, 2 days away, and will need to find a job to support myself and teach myself the things my parents never took the time to teach me. Funds, loans, house payments, bills. all of that, Wish me luck everyone, if I come back, Reverb will release a new video soon after my return. Thank you for your time.

Jonathon Nobuyuki Quail II

O_O COOOOOOOOOOOOSA!? how's that possible?! o_o can they do that?! what did you do to be kicked out?! or what did... they do? <_> what am i not getting?! >.<

...o_o anyway... god dammit. if you come around here i'll be more than happy to host you! (just tell me a day before so i can prepare my parents XD)

...then we could find two jobs and rent an apartment! also another friend of mine will help us paying and live with us. ^_^

and when we'll have enough money we can go to australia and meet mota! and do the welders! and live happy forever! <3

>_> i'm serious

Hey guys, I have some shitty news, my iMac running 10.3 just broke down. My school loaned mac is being taken next week, which is why i'm talking to you guys on my iBook clamshell, this summer (thank jesus) I am getting a new macintosh, till then i'm stuck on OS 9! I used to run OS X on this clamshell, but sadly I hated how it was so fucking slow on it. So I downgraded. Till then I can voice record for any machinima but no can play halo. Good thing I can access mgm to tell everyone.
Yours truly,
Hostbot who changed his name to Hbot just so logging on is faster..

Awrgh. D: that's sad!

but could be an opportunity to do something else! o.o like... <_< idk, meet other people, hang out with them, find a girlfriend, watch the stars with her etcetera... >_>

... ¬_¬ you know...

I have two C's which made my parents cut me off from AIM and well he rest of the internet which pretty much kills everything. These C's are impossible to getup to be unless some my projects are badass. In other things when I'm on the internet and my parents don't know it I am so busy because of Me trying to work on S.W.A.T. Mod and i am working on Montage as well as Trying to in KoR on Tremulous. Also i have baseball and swimming after Monday-Thursday and maybe Friday, giving me no time to do these things so i am busy and trouble. And i having trouble with my girlfriend such as not seeing her that much or talking to her that much, again which leads me to no time to complete my tasks. Also me having these C's at the end school year means no homework or internet over the summer WOOOOT!

is C a bad thing? o.O isn't F the worse? i mean... isn't C more than sufficient?

anyway try fixing the problems with the gf! internet will always be here, she will not o.o



@ seabeast: lol. depends on what they're listening to. @¯@
in fact, i can't be sad with theees music... •_• ~_~ x¯x

...not really that version... ¬_¬ damn youtube. just get their album called ‘Selling England by the Pound’

[seabeast]

Omg. We should all go to Australia and meet. And then we'll all live weirdly ever after. xD

@Taxi: YES! That's just what I was looking for: ¯. /̵͇̿̿/’̿̿ ̿ ̿ ̿ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ Pew pew pew.

[TaxiService]

why... really? o_o you like that music? O_O noone i know does! O_O

[seabeast]

Where did I say I liked the music? O_O I didn't even click teh link!

[Mazzy]

Omg. We should all go to Australia and meet. And then we'll all live weirdly ever after. xD
btw I love music...and men!

@Taxi: YES! That's just what I was looking for: ¯. /̵͇̿̿/’̿̿ ̿ ̿ ̿ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ Pew pew pew.

It says it right here^

[Kiyoshi]

O_O COOOOOOOOOOOOSA!? how's that possible?! o_o can they do that?! what did you do to be kicked out?! or what did... they do? <_> what am i not getting?! >.<

...o_o anyway... god dammit. if you come around here i'll be more than happy to host you! (just tell me a day before so i can prepare my parents XD)

...then we could find two jobs and rent an apartment! also another friend of mine will help us paying and live with us. ^_^

and when we'll have enough money we can go to australia and meet mota! and do the welders! and live happy forever! <3

>_> i'm serious

I am alive....wooo!

@Taxi


They ere preventing me from doing what I plan on doing for the rest of my life. Animation, sure they would send me to college but they loathed the fact I would work work work. They were forcing me to spend time with them which I am the type of person who when I want to give them a hug, I would. But forcing me to do such a thing is pointless to me because when I am forced I turn into a complete asshole about it. Which I knew would ruin my family's time. aaaaand my step dad only sees black and white (metaphorically) ¬_¬

I would make a mistake, He would go over deep-end...lucky me my grandma's comp is a Mac so all is gewd on that much...and it looks like a lepoard...though I prefer my Tiger comp for all my important data is in that one...which I will have to recover at some point....ugh...

If I could somehow afford to go to Italy to see my very roots, I would be happy to join you on your quest to australia taxi. But the ikely hood of that and the fact that it would still take much time to raise money would render things difficult. Plus I wouldn't want to hinder your parents or anything hah....I appreciate your words Taxi. Thank you.

[crazyshroom]

is C a bad thing? o.O isn't F the worse? i mean... isn't C more than sufficient?

anyway try fixing the problems with the gf! internet will always be here, she will not o.o

My parents want to be some perfect child. They know i can do better at everything i do because everyyear on my report card the teacher wrote, "Does well only if he applies himself". Which pretty much means i do well only if like the thing im doing. Yeah F- is wrose than F. A C is average and parents said and i qoute, "You are a more than average child Chris." I am doing doing or at least trying. LOL never thought of that but still, I ams 13 i have a while till she dies or i move out.

[Slapzy]

Meh, my life sucks too
Jacob, my situation isn't quite as bad as yours just yet, however I relate to you in a similar matter.
Let's just say all that I have had, and all that I loved, my life, was basically taken from me.
And as of a next month, I have no idea if I'll be living out of a cardboard box on the streets of LA, looking for cans to recycle so I can buy a 99cent burger for my meal of the day.

I seriously have like nothing left, nothing to look forward to, and no idea what will happen when it comes time to pay rent. My is unemployed, and my mom just got laid off from her job, which barely covered rent. we have like no food, and are trying to sell everything we have just to pay one more month of rent. Hopefully we'll get enough by the deadline. My job isn't giving me shit hours right now, no matter how badly I keep asking to work.

I'd rather not talk about the whole story behind things, as I'm highly disappointed, discouraged, and alone, and it's quite painful to talk or think about, and it's a much longer story, that involves details much more complicated than in this post.

For those who care, and I feel comfortable talking to, PM me for more information if you like, though I'd rather things didn't get public.

All I can think is "why" but that is completely unexplainable, and cannot be answered.

All I had, all I was close to having, all I was looking forward to, everything I loved, my future, my life, has been taken from me, and most likely, cannot be replaced. The things, and people that I was so close to, is now a vast memory, my dreams in life, that I was SO CLOSE to obtaining, is now practically impossible without a miracle.

Lol, don't even get me started on my love life, it's much too painful to talk about that part of the story.
Basically, she's gone as well. Car accident, end of story.
[edits] note, actually, she left me first, but we were still great friends, but a few days ago, got tboned coming out of an intersection.[/edit]

Sorry to those who I let down, to those I disappointed, I have failed you, as well as myself. Note, that this is not a result of something I did, it just happened. It's much more devastating to me, than anyone else in my family.
I guess I've just gotten used to the fact of being a failure. And now, my life has turned into one's nightmare.
Failure describes my life right now. That's all I am. That's all people will see in me from now on, is that I'm a failure.
Heck, even now as I'm writing this post, I'm hearing more bad news.
All I can think of, is that I fail at life. Sure I might have had a few minor unimportant successes here and there, but ultimately, I am the definition of failure.

This is all only a tiny part of the whole story, and I'm not willing to talk about the rest of it.

I have no life, no future, and soon all my material things, will be stripped away as well.

Even more, my cousin that I was closer to, than even my own brother, was hit as a pedestrian, by a semi truck. While picking up pieces of a shredded tire off the freeway so people wouldn't get in an accident.

My latest piece of art:
The art is not in the blank page, it is in the title, which should spark a thought in your mind.
What you see, will reflect something in your heart, whether it has meaning, or not.
It could relate to my life, or your own, or someone you haven't even met.
For those who have it pretty rough, It could relate to emptiness, loneliness, nothing.
To those that have it made, you could relate to everything to it, in that there's nothing left one needs to acquire, that you have everything that you need, that you're content, etc.
It reveals your outlook.
What you see in it, is what you determine.
It cannot even describe my thoughts, or my emotions.



I have left this post incomplete, as to what I was planning to write, as I couldn't bear it to think about even the vastly minor additions compared to the major problems that I am facing.

For those who care even the slightest bit, farewell, until the next time.
G'bye.

[Kiyoshi]

Goodluck Slappy. I wish you the best and no matter what happens, don't let anything stop you from your acheivements, you hve great graphical talent, try and search the web to see if any place needs a graphical designer, you can get paid plenty to support yourself for awhile...and hopefully your parents can find jobs soon